So......I have started my new course and aside from the fact that its extremely awkward because NO-ONE knows each other, I'm liking it so far.

The thing is, because its fashion I either have to be a complete backstabber to get ahead or be myself and fail at getting ahead but succeed at being nice. I know its a cliche but Fashion is bitchy! if your not wearing something designer or "fashionable" then your in the wrong career.

I hate to admit it but I've said my fair share of bitchy comments, ie - "what in the name of hell is she wearing??" and most of the time, the person does deserve that being said to them from a fashion point of view, but it after saying it I always feel like crap, I don't know said person or why they are wearing what they are so I have no right saying anything about them. I love all that is fashion from the designing part to the wearing part, but I hate the bitchy part.

so its my mission to find a balance of being successful but being myself, even if myself does come out with a few (just a few) bitchy comments.

Two years make a difference

I was looking back over my so called "blog" and so much has changed from I posted the photos and words in them....the three people who followed my last blog are my friends who don't blog and I hardly see because we are all going to uni in Sept. my hair is long and blonde now, I know for a fact that Fashion and textiles is my path and I'm moving to Huddersfield England with Ivor to study said Fashion and Textiles

The only the two things that have not changed - is that I'm still madly in love with my fiancee (Ivor) and no one reads my blogs.

But I'm going to keep blogging (a lot) more because its fun....and I like fun things!